Seriously am mad.
If its your bloody responibility jolly well get it done without implicating others.
So what if you think they're not gonna hang a fucking pig.
IT'S A MATTER OF RESPONIBILITY. YOU STOOD UP TO BE LEADER then LEAD.

But babe when you said WAS "apparently" settled. Honour your word.

Don't point at me and chastise me for being on a moral high horse. Call it selfish.
But i call it Survival and doing what's right.
Your own personal baattles are weary yes but you can choose to die with lesser scrapes.
I know your life is a sodden song. And it's all real but staying in a hovel and hopping from one trouble to another is not helping.

And if one dies cos of materials its so not worth it.

And yes I am MAD.