Where's Capt'n Sparrow?

To Mother A.

A very harsh decision was made.
Unfair?
Yes. But it had to be made.
Some people really have to learn how to see their faults before doing anything else.
You've been helping too much by being an emotional crutch.
She will never learn to do anything herself.
She'll never see her faults.
She'll never learn.
Selfless and selfish. What a joke.


The most logical illogical peson has spoken.
We'll wait for you be back mentally to steer the ship.

Like what Dee said she is still clueless.
Maybe she has to find them before she is ready for ANYTHING~~
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THAT SICK FEELING THAT MAKES YOU FEEL THAT SOMETHING BIG AND BAD WILL HAPPEN IS LOOMING AGAIN.
maybeitsjusttheherbalsoupwithdigestivesandmilk.bbbbbrrruupppppppp.
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" I "

Hate you?
Perhaps.
You a devil with a hammer to remind me of the “I”.
The satisfaction of the ego.
Within, one tells me to trust for NOW and that things will work out.
And the other to look beyond the present situation and see what I want within.
The hunger to be me to do the things “I” desire.
To forgo “We”..For time is short.

The Passion.
The two within have been constantly in conflict and the equilibrium will never be reached.
Hence the compromise.
NOW is not the eventuality

Nine winters have passed what say one or two more
For spring doth beckons.
The wings shall be bounded for awhile more
Then I'll leave and Live.

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There is something I need to make clear.
I believe in a Divine Being, A higher power, but it being a Christian, Muslim Buddhist God doesn’t matter to me.
Cos this Being CANNOT be categorized as such.
And SHOULD NOT ever be categorized as Anybody’s Being and be given a label.
But I believe that all of them must lead to one.
I don’t want to believe that a higher power shows its presence just because people ask him for a sign, be it good or bad.

But more importantly.
I don’t want the power to constantly prove itself to me cos then the "magik "disappears.
The Faith is based on concrete evidence and events and shall no longer be Faith.
Cos Faith needs no explanations and proof.
Yet people are constantly challenging the Divine one to prove the Divine presence.

Weird.
Extremist.
Skeptic.
Tired.
BAD COMBI.

Oh well.